It must be hell for you to be so close and yet in your mind so far away. Why cant they just see that staying with someone that is willing to forgive all is the true measure of love. To me thats when you really know some one loves you when they are willing to forgive you for an affair.
The patience thins is essential and painful; I know.
I guess at this point , you must stay the course and keep improving yourself. It will be interesting to see how she reacts to you after all the funeral arrangements are done.
Im keeping my fingers crossed for you Denver.
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