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[Seminolewind]

I slept longer last night than I have in about a month. I woke up knowing that I am headed in the right direction. I will not contact her about anything except the girls.

I had a talk with my oldest d today about the time we spend together or the lack of as I feel. She has agreed to stay with me during my time. I am about as happy as a man can get. This is the real man that deserves his fair share of the girls. I am just excited! I know this whole mess has put a wedge between the oldest and me, but it is my time to shine. I am a great dad!

I feel good about myself and I know I don't need my wife to survive. Each day that goes by makes me a stronger man. I will win, if that includes my wife I really don't know. I will be the better person for me and I will continue to make great choices.

I like feeling good about myself!