Funny you say that Denver. I have been thinking about this about every hour. I don't want to be divorced but I know she and her new secret love need to face reality. One thing I am proud of is that I know she is embarrassed about the affair. She was a good christian, but lost her way. I believe if a relationship has to be a secret you shouldn't be in it. I will give her the divorce then and only then will reality hit her. I can't compete with him I have hurt her. That's all she can see. Do I think it will last between them who knows but I can't sit and wait for her to crush me in another way. He will never be the father of our children. He was not there when they were born. He has hardly ever had a girlfriend. So really I know that I am the better man! Only she can wake up and realize this and it's my job to be the best dad and happiest man around. I really do care about her but I refuse to be a friend to someone that hurts you so bad. I don't deserve all of this pain. If you love someone set them free. You know why? Nobody deserves to hurt this bad!
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!
