Shaves,
You are probably right. I should try to get away from the alcohol. I honestly will begin to try to work on that this weekend. I know it is destructive behavior, but it seems have the best of me right now.

On a side note, had to call my W tonight because of problems with the insurance. Three rings and I was sent to voicemail... nice.

I guess she has what she needs and I am not one of those things. I have had two opportunities in the past two weeks to have my own PA. I don't know how much longer I am going to continue to push these opportunities away. Especially considering they could lead to a new life for me...

BITS never walk alone!!!

FOBD

Me: 39
W: 36
T: 15 yrs
M: 9 yrs
S: 09/10

So you can get on with your search, baby
And I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
That it wasn't really wasted time...