still going...

so after that convo, we had to get out of the house because we had a few showings. Guys, we were laughing and playing all day. We had tea at Pete's. Went to our favorite pizza joint. Hung out and wrestled at the beach while trying to take stupid pictures of each other. Even played a lot with my kids (one who says she HATES the beach - yeah right - doing sand angels...).

We came home and watched a movie. We were laughing and looking at each other all night.

Lastly, I went in and told her thanks. Thanks for a great day. Thanks for being there for not just me but for all of us today. Thanks for being you.

She hugged me and gave me a big kiss.

please all...help me remember this day. I want to cherish it - ESPECIALLY from where I was this morning...maybe I need to stop taking my grumpy pills...

I hope some of you can feed off this positive energy and see what could happen. Have I been perfect? No way in (censored - I censored myself). But I've been moving forward.

If there's a huge thing that I have received from this board is that we all do really care for each other and are HERE for each other. This is a safe place so we can vent and spew our anger/despair/rage/disappointment and no one will judge - but better yet -

it won't make our bad sitches even worse.

I wish you all the best and hope that I can help you all as much as you have helped me smile

Stay strong!!!


m 40
w 38
married 15
together 18
d11, d8
bomb 12/19/10
2nd bomb 3/30/11
COMPLETELY DONE