Hi sg,
Thanks for your reply. I miss hearing from you.

Today i went to the monastery and it just so happened that a service was beginning, so that was great. My son went out with h and then they went to mil. i asked if ow was there and son said yea but she stayed in other room with mil.

I called my mother and we went out to eat at a chinese restaurant. I could not believe when we were there this guy and lady came in that i knew from when we owned gym 15 yrs ago. i always suspected my h might have had affair with her too. I pretended i didn't see them when they walked by.This restaurant is not that close to where i live and the odds of that happening are not that high. I don't know why God is punishing me like this.