Even with all the recent events I think that I will continue to DB for myself
That's what it's all about, saving yourself.
Please do not catagorize all men as your H. Trust is a big issue, I understand. If you can't trust then you can never find love again.
The lessons learned here will help you to know yourself better and require respect from a new partner.
gr8
Bomb 8/09. Brief piecing 12/10. D-2/12 Two incredible kids D9,S6 Leading new life! “Success is not to be pursued; it is to be attracted by the person we become."