well, before this cycle (my h has asked for a divorce in various levels of intensity-this being the most intense, 4 times) i was stronger and much more independent one of those women who were fine being alone i have a great family, friends and i love my career (which i worked my butt off to get) if i perceived a relationship i had was going under, i could walk away easily walk away... of course this is different we have a history and the most important thing, a gorgeous s (you should see him)
but the begging and and pursuing i've done is just shocking to me
That sounds a lot like my situation. I was always very independent and just fine being by myself. When my W left, I couldn't understand my own behavior. It was strange.
I think that maybe you should try to recover some of that quality grr... most likely, it was a big part of what made your H fall in love with you in the first place.
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M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
