well, before this cycle (my h has asked for a divorce in various levels of intensity-this being the most intense, 4 times) i was stronger and much more independent one of those women who were fine being alone i have a great family, friends and i love my career (which i worked my butt off to get) if i perceived a relationship i had was going under, i could walk away easily walk away... of course this is different we have a history and the most important thing, a gorgeous s (you should see him)
but the begging and and pursuing i've done is just shocking to me
