I haven't done everything wrong...

[islander]

I shouldn't feel as sad and alone as I do. I have so much support. My MIL/FIL have done so much for me. My parents are there for me, but I can't Open up to them like I should. My dad just drove 6 hours to bring me down a very nice living room set that my brother gave me. I went to church with my dad and inlaws and I felt so distant from everybody. Now I am home and all I want to do is cry and I feel so empty. This is definitely the worst time of my life, as i know it is for so many other people. I am trying to GAL, and will gonfishing on tuesday. Then my parents will visit this weekend and spend time with my D. I know it will be a very tough weekend for me, as this will be the first time they have visited since this nightmare began. I really need to get some sleep before
I go back to work.

One good thing will be that my W will see the new things in the house and definitely wonder what is going on.