you are both TOO darn right. Glad I have this place to vent and that you are here to listen to my craziness.
I just needed to get it out...something I would have done in the past to my W...
even though I thought I wasn't expecting...I was expecting a little gratitude...
funny thing...so I go for a drive this morning to clear my head after posting. I called her mom who has been GREAT to me during this.
She gave me a huge perspective.
Well, guess what happens when I'm talking to her mom? W texts me. "Where'd you go?"
I told her I was driving and getting doughnuts.
She thought I was mad about her not sleeping upstairs and said she simply couldn't sleep and wanted to finish her book. I said, it was all good - I was just debating whether to get doughnuts or not.
I avoided that majorly. Now if I can just keep all of this under control.
I do look at taking a break from thinking and just do...man, why can't we follow our own advice?
thanks angel for yelling at me too. I didn't say or do anything and have avoided a huge backslide.
Eventually, I'll be able to catch it on my own but for now, sorry, but you guys are stuck with my manic-ness
m 40 w 38 married 15 together 18 d11, d8 bomb 12/19/10 2nd bomb 3/30/11 COMPLETELY DONE
