Country I'm looking forward to hearing what the DB coach has to say to you. I haven't been able to come up with the finances yet for my own. It is hard to know how to address our W. Part of me wants to just scream at her for the A, and say how could you do this to us. I can't understand how a person dan be doing something they know is tearing you apart and then call you with a big smile and say "hey how's it gong." Again I just want to scream at her, but in my mind I have to tell myself that this person I am talking to is NOT the person I love. I also know to flip out will only justify her actions in her mind and drive me further from my goals. If we ever are to reconcile, the OM issue must be addressed. However, as horrible as it may be, I must ride this out and be the better man. The one she chose to marry above all other men. The one she chose to have a child with. I am the better man
