DON'T DO OR SAY ANYTHING TO W WHEN YOU ARE IN THIS FRAME OF MIND.

Hey Bolt, you were expecting. Remember, no expectations. I think that is very common here. I find that when there are positives in my sitch, and things don't go my way, my own coaster (nothing to do with H) swings way down. Be careful, that is when you are most likely to backslide. You get negative thoughts, impulses and sometimes end up saying something you should not have said. Happened to me way to many times.

YOu do need to take a break from thinking about the R.


Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go