I am just pluggin thru this weekend with my kids while Wife is on vacation in England, she went to a Twilight convention in Birmingham. She has been obsessed with Twilight now for a little over a year.
That is when all this has finally gone down hill with us. Anyway, she comes home tomorrow and I am really not in the mood. I just want my kids and me. I just wish she would come home tomorrow and want to start US all over again.
It will not happen and I know that, I just want this to all sort itself out. I have been DB'ing since 2nd of January and have had hits and misses.
Overall I know I cannot change her anymore, I can only enjoy life for me. Which I have been doing but speed bumps do pop up on my road to recovery from time to time.
Just need people in my corner. SANDI2 has been a gift from the heaven's.
Please visit my emotional breakdowns and help guide me through this chaos.
Me - 39 yrs old Wife - 39 yrs old Married - 18 years Together - almost 21 year Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10 Bomb Dropped in May 2010 Seperating - June 2011, after school lets out
