She told me she was getting ready to send me the divorce papers, told me yet again that we just don't have the chemistry, that she is convinced I'm not the one, and knowing that would mean I wouldn't even get to come and visit her for 5 years because of immigration, I panicked and asked her to at least complete the immigration process that we started.
Now her friends are telling her that's all really want and incredibly she is somehow appearing to believe it.
I told her i dont give a flying f**k about citizenship all I want is the chance to be close to her to see what we can do.
God help me.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
