Sparks, I am no pro so I am not going to give advice, but I can tell you that you are not alone. I have had my kids this weekend and even with them here I have missed W a lot. Most of the time the kids can keep my mind off of her but this morning was pretty bad.
I got out of the house for most of the day and I have been a lot better. Maybe it might help you to get out regardless if your good friend is in town or not. Maybe a new friend might help? (remember though you are still married so act appropriately)
Good luck and keep your head up!
Thanks for the words, downandout. I actually marked your post to watch and haven't had a chance to read it yet, but I do know that you go married not too long ago.
I was head over heals in love with my wife not even a year ago. Still am. It was just this last July that I took my wife to Jamaica for a "babymoon", since it was our first pregnancy, and she was seven months pregnant. I thought my wife and I were in heaven at the time anticipating our first child. Looking back, my wife had been having an affair with another woman for months by this time. I had no idea.
Looking back at the past will kill you. I thought this woman was a good, positive, supportive friend. When my wife went into labor, she was the only other person around to hold my wife's leg when she began to give birth. They eventually told her to leave, but how messed up is that? It is all so confusing, but I refuse to give up. I am a fighter. The same sex piece presents tons of questions and makes everything irregular as divorce busting is concerned, but I am not going to give up.
I love my wife. Unconditionally. I love my six month old baby boy the same. How could I possibly throw in the towel right now. No chance in hell.
Downandout, I look forward to reading your thread. Keep your head up, man. Thanks again for stopping by.
Me - 33 W - 33 S - 9 months M - 3 years T - 5.5 years Bomb - 12/14/10 ILYBNILWY PA discovered - 1/18/11 PA began - 3/22/10 Separated
