I'm starting to wonder if I even have a snowball's chance.
This is why it is so important for you to figure out what you want your life to be.
I don't do anything anymore based on any chance I may or may not have. Setting goals for myself and moving towards them are all I have any control over. It doesn't mean I don't care anymore, it just means H and M are not my focus.
What if you had no chance at all? Would that make any decisions you have to make any easier or less painful?
What if you do have a chance and it requires alot of patience and soul searching on your part?
Nothing is certain. What you do have a chance at is being the best expression of you. Takes alot of work though.
