New and need help.

[gr8 day 2B alive]

I need to find whats best for me and start living knowing that I can't stop this train wreck.

I have to detatch I have to move on and I am a dang good man

Yes, this is exactly what you need to do.

Limbo is a hhorrible place. Yet we all choos/chose to remain there. When you start valuing yourself you will come to terms that you don't want to be in limbo anymore.
Facing your fear of being D will free you from limbo.

Remember YOU have a decision too.

Don't be a jerk about it but start thinking you deserve better and start thinking and living that way.
gr8