This morning he's being his old rude self. Yelling and screaming and it's MY fault for expecting him to be there. That I'm a horrible b#$(&#$ for expecting him to be there for me now. He even said FU to me a few times.
It's the same cycle over and over. He's never there when I need him and then he yells and puts me down and makes it even worse. What man does that? Every time he does this all the hurt and pain from all the other times he's done this comes back. All the events I had to go to alone, him leaving me the truck overnight in January, family stress and work stress I had to deal with alone.
He'll never change.
Me - 38, 2nd M, no living children, 1 forever 6 yr old boy H - 44, 3rd M, twins 16
Dating 4/07 M 10/08 Bomb #1 12/10 Bomb #2 1/11 Bomb #3 12/11
