lis and scylla thank you both so much that means everything
he is an a$$, and i should know after 18 years with him that i can't really count on him but do i still want to save this? i think so i will say, that he has been great with my parents when he is around, he will sit with my dad and engage him i can't take that away from him but i really need him right now, and he is just not there i mean, you would not even treat your friend this way i thank you all for being here for me small db tonight he asked if i wanted to have dinner with him, s, and a few friends i declined and ended up going out with my friends instead my s told me as i left "mom you look hot" - denver that was for you, but it is true ended up going to hear some live music the venue was full of his old time musician buddies from his local "scene" was sort of weird as everyone kept asking about him hope everyone had a good day
