tell us more about your situation. It helps to write and vent in this site. No one knows you so you can tell us everything.
Read also about other people. You may see some with similar stories, and how they handled it.
Remember that you will be OK.... whatever happens, you will be OK. Nothing lasts forever - not even the pain.
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
