Your H really does have a predictable pattern doesn't he? Once he feels you pulling away, he pulls the pity card.
Well now's your chance to really detach. Don't believe any positives you see until they are consistent. You're the one driving the train now and in control.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
Thanks for the prayers. I will need them. I am doing my very best to detach. I can not do this anymore. I can not put my kids through this anymore. D7 said to me the other day, I wish daddy would stop breaking up with you. I never know when he is going to be here. I do not like seeing my kids hurting so much.
So time for me and time for my kids. H needs to walk the path he is on by himself. I can not help him on this journey he is taking. I, at the very least must think in my mind that he is on an extended vacation. He is gone to Lala Land and won't be returning anytime soon.
Me:35, 2 kids from PR H: 37, 2 kids with me T: 15 years M: 8 years in Feb. Second walk out: 14-01-2011 H had PA: 2007
Have you got that shovel?? Because you seriously need to knock your H straight upside his head.
I am so sorry for the way this affecting your family. You are right, though. He does need to walk this road by himself. You just have to stop every urge to come to his rescue, which you are doing well with.
