Newbie post What to do now

[JustStunned]

Tonight to lift my spirits I made a real meal. Got out a real plate knife fork etc., and enjoyed myself. Yeah I was alone, but it was the first real meal I’ve had in weeks. Well not entirely alone my little puppy hung out with me hoping for a scrap to fall.

Hello What Next, Yes I have considered giving W her time line, but I am not ready to do that yet. I am trying to slow this down to a pace I find acceptable, so I can face myself in the mirror and honestly believe I gave saving my M my best shot. I suppose I am being selfish here as this is for me. The old R is gone; it will take time to heal, before building a new one. This is part of my healing process.