Thanks for the prayers. I will need them. I am doing my very best to detach. I can not do this anymore. I can not put my kids through this anymore. D7 said to me the other day, I wish daddy would stop breaking up with you. I never know when he is going to be here. I do not like seeing my kids hurting so much.
So time for me and time for my kids. H needs to walk the path he is on by himself. I can not help him on this journey he is taking. I, at the very least must think in my mind that he is on an extended vacation. He is gone to Lala Land and won't be returning anytime soon.
Me:35, 2 kids from PR H: 37, 2 kids with me T: 15 years M: 8 years in Feb. Second walk out: 14-01-2011 H had PA: 2007
