Recovering after a same sex affair

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I made it another day without calls or texts. I did receive a number of calls from my wife today, but all were logistical. Detachment worked for the day.

I get to take care of my 6 month old boy tonight, so I am excited for that.

Wife told me that the papers that she has to work on tonight are her job and day care papers. She wants to get them out of the way before her parents arrive in the morning.

She sounds terrified and anxious about her parents coming to town tomorrow. You can hear it in her voice all day.

I have been thinking about the pressure from her parents. It is none of my business, and I of course have no impact in it. I do wonder if the pressure from her mother to reconcile with me and be hetero is a possibility. If you knew her mother's relationship with her, you would not find this far fetched. My wife is 32 and still under her control. Yes this would allow us to pay attention and work on us, but would it also simply brush my wife same sex feelings under the rug? With my wife not making the decision for herself, I don't see how this would be a positive situation (even if she comes back to reconcile). I don't know. Don't criticize me on these thoughts. Just hypothetical.

What do you think?