Thinking to myself why do I care? I never one time in our marriage cheated. She is acting like my 17 year old daughter! You know maybe I have been thinking about saving this thing for the wrong reasons. Was I trying to save this for me or my family. I might be messing myself up but I am really getting confused.
I have sat here and asked myself if the tables were turned would she try and save this? Maybe I am mad because I know they are still an item. I need to find whats best for me and start living knowing that I can't stop this train wreck.
I have to detatch I have to move on and I am a dang good man!
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!
