I desperately need help. He has gone dark. I realize I have been spiraling out of control in deep depression. Am pulling myself out of it. I don't care if he had an affair or not..I probably pushed him into it by not letting go of past when he was trying so hard for a year...and I was not really trying. I want to get him to come home after he is done at work and I want to make things work. I love him and I know a part of him still loves me or he wouldn't keep trying to come back.
