New and need help.

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In my mess I will probably be divorced in th next month. It's not that I want to be divorced but she is forcing the issue. With the other guy in the picture I see all of this as possibly final. I am hopeful she will see me in a little different light but I will have to move forward for any chance of that happening. I can relate to the no calling and no texting thing. She called while I was writing this and I didn't answer. I was supposed to go get our taxes done about an hour ago, I decided that I was to busy to get them done today. I am going to tell her something came up we will have to reschedule. I will still get my d tonight just a little later. I have been feeling maybe a little to available for her.

Heh...looks like i might beat you to it
In a more serious tone, yea my wife cannot seem to wait to get this over. She's just counting down towards the min 60day requirement. Yup, my reality is accepting this possibility and figuring out how to get her back after the divorce