I still want to make this work

[♪CS♪]

It went well, she did not dispute the amount she owes. Then she sends me a vid of our D. I am sure I messed up but I reponded with a pic of our D. She reponded to that and I did not reply, convo over!

I feel like my situation is so weird. She does not express any anger towards me, never brings up our M, is friendly and contacts me regularly. This makes it so hard! I wish she would complain so I could at least validate and show her my changes. She still hasn't filed for D or even brought it up. I just feel like everything is in such limbo. She is just living her fantasy life like everything is peachy. She has to have doubt, she has to have anger, she has to have saddness. I wish she would express something!