The problem is that it's all starting to sting.

It's like a tsunami of constant criticism and negativity.

The proverbial dam is starting to crack.

If he comes home and I'm in paint clothes bc I am working, it's wow aren't you dressed up.

If I look really nice, then it's gosh, I see you didn't get any work done today.

If the house is spotless, it's did you remember to take of this for me?

I have to stop worrying about what he thinks. If he leaves, he leaves.

H:44
M:42
D:16, 15, 14
S:12
M:17 years

To thine own self, be true.

Be still and know that I am God.