Take care Pickle. I have been wondering about you. I am glad you are slowly accepting and finding ways to alleviate the pain.
Follow your instinct, the feeling of power over her when you let her go means something. The process needs to move along so that it could turn a corner one of these days. Holding back only delays unless there is a reason for it. I guess in your case buying time won't work anymore.
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
