I just left another message with the L to find out if I can still contest the custody after we file uncontested. I hope to have an answer today. You have me thinking to just hire a L to fight for my kids and let the chips fall where they may. My kids do need me more than I need her.

She has borrowed money from one of her relatives to sustain her until she finds employment. As for looking at the phone records again, I am trying not to look anymore. As you mentioned, it is bad for the soul. I looked earlier this week and it just caused me stress and uneasiness.

I have a session with my DB coach-Leni first thing Monday morning. Hopefully between the answers I get from the L and my session with Leni, I can make the an educated decision.

Me:45 ExW:48
M:04/97
3 Bombs & 2 ReCons
1st BD 11/10
D Finalized 4/20
D-16 S-14
Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa