I thought about this subconscious thing with my W. I can literally see her catch herself when she tries to do something loving with me. It's almost like that wall grabs her to protect her.
HOWEVER. At night when that wall is non-existent and asleep, she rolls over with me. Holds me. Let's me cuddle in very sensual positions. I look at that as the true W and know that will some time in the future, be the norm.
Yep. Filling up that bank, baby!
m 40 w 38 married 15 together 18 d11, d8 bomb 12/19/10 2nd bomb 3/30/11 COMPLETELY DONE
