Hang in there Seminole, We are in a very similar situation, and I think I am also in a similar place you are personally. I am working on detatching, but really still in the 'fake it' mode. I am working on myself, but I also still want to "fix" things. All we can do is move forward and focus on today I guess. By reading other peoples post, it seems to get easier, hopefully it will for us as well.

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