Today is one of the days I've been dreading. We are going to let our kids know that W will be moving and they will be staying with me until end of July. Then they will be moving with W for the beginning of the next school year.
I'm hoping that W will reconsider before she moves, but I'm not counting on it. I have to GAL and utilize LRT more effectively moving forward. I haven't been taking care of myself the way I should be. Time to take things to another level.
Also, the MIL is supposed to be moving out in 2 weeks. I'm looking forward to that. I don't think it is a coincidence that our M went further south while she has been living with us. Don't get me wrong, there are plenty of things that I did wrong to get to this stage. I just felt that the MIL was taking advantage and my attitude began to reflect my feelings after awhile. W holds that against me and is unwilling to understand how and why I felt that way. Only that I was being insensitive.
I already see the effects of not having me in the picture. MIL doesn't have me to count on anymore. She's scrambling to get someone to move her. When before she knew she could always rely on me.
Please keep my family in your prayers today. I worry about my kids tremendously and it is painful to even think that I can't protect them the way I should be able to.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
