Said so well SA! That is exactly the feeling I wasn't able to describe in my own sitch a few weeks back. It's like "Hello me, where have you been all this time" Things about ourselves that we pushed away because they weren't favs of our spouses, etc.

You are over the hump. I know you are. Day by day, things will be a bit brighter and clearer as time passes. A feeling of normalcy will steal over your life again. Doesn't mean you stopped loving your H, just that you are leaving him to a higher power for remodeling. LOL.

Always here for you girl! ((HUGS))