Recovering after a same sex affair

[sparks14]

Spent some time with the W today. I had our S last night (slept all night... Hallelujah!!!). She came at 8:00 and brought breakfast for us again. I made the coffee. She had a meeting at the school she will begin teaching at around 10:00, so she decided to get ready at our house. Watched our son for a few hours until she brought lunch home for us. I went back to work, and then took the afternoon off to see the day care we will be putting our son in. She has been having very rough conversations with her parents concerning all of this, as they pretty much have fought her on everything. They also have a big influence in her life.

W was very emotional during this. I can understand. Our plan was for her to be at home with our S the entire time. Even if we were struggling financially on my sole income, we would make it work. Boy, times have changed. Once we got back to the house, she was nearly in tears. Before she got into her car, I grabbed her and just held on. I haven't felt that kind of grip in a long time. You could tell she was really hurting. I gave her a kiss on the head and told her that I am here is she needs anything.

She knew that I was going to have a night with a couple buddies tonight (one of the guys is nearly a brother to her but only knows vague details of anything, not even an affair). Had a great time. Drank a few beers. Ate some good tacos. Played a few video games. Watched some basketball. GAL!

I am taking a piece out of bolt's handbook and detaching again. I would normally send her a goodnight text. She typically responds every time. Not going to send it tonight. She knows that I am having a good time. Tonight I will let her think about it. GAL and detach.

Thanks ya'll for the support.