Seminole Good to hear your picking youself back up. Somes days its easier than others but I've been at this for a few months and am finding that the "good days" are starting to come more frequently. You will too.
As a father I know how you feel. I find myself worrying about my D2 just as much, hell probably more, than I do about my M. This is not the life any of us wanted for our children. I find strength in my D2 and I know you will find it in your kids. There is no greater feeling then to look into your child's eyes and see how much they love you. Keep being a good dad.
The detaching part is hard. I struggle with it often. To hide something you want so much is not easy. BTW were is the section on detaching with love? I would like to read it.
