Denver & LIS,

Thank yall so much! I do feel good at how I handled it! I was pretty calm and matter of fact. I wasnt acting busy, I really was when he called. I only dashed in my office because, I heard his ring tone on my iphone. LOL

I forgot to mention I even laughed when he was telling the story of how the Dog has a new boyfriend. He was describing the male great dane as a big on muscles not so smart type.

Now, that I have had a few moments to think about it.....maybe it just isnt in GOD timing right now? I mean, in the past I could've seen myself falling apart and crying. Yall know what? Not a tear here, not even a feeling of I want to cry?! Who knew that would EVER happen?! So, I guess that's good right?

But, LIS is right. Who cares if he was lying or not. Let's see if I hear from him again this weekend with a offer to still reschedule. I'm just gonna keep on trucking...Monday is a holiday for us. So.....

I have a lot of musician friends...I use to sing with them all back in the day. One of my ole buddies has been asking me to come sit in with them for a set or two. I hadnt felt like singing any blues songs, r & b for a while. But, yall know I kinda feel like I could belt out a few this weekend. Lord knows I could do some writing again... I mean I got REAL material now! LOL



Thank yall BITS-yall are the best ever!

BITS

Dixie


Me: 40 H: 39
M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs
No kids
Seperated: May 18, 2006
EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving.
2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010