Mike, it's so strange feeling like my head can't seem to keep up with my heart. What i mean is, I feel ready and resolute, but when it comes to actions, words...the outward stuff that everyone sees under pressure, including my wife, is failing miserably.
I'm quite certain she doesn't know about my postings here. I've told her a couple of times that I reach out and participate in some support sites, and I didn't see it in her reactions that she knows what I'm talking about. Also, my wife's hunch kicked in before I actually mentioned it here.
