Trust... How do I learn to do it again?

[Sad_but_happy]

So my W called me two times this agmfternoin just to say hi. She is always happy when she calls now. Always in such a great mood. When I asked "should I let you go so you can get back to work", she stated, "no, I can still talk."

Who is this girl? She is the fun woman that I have been asking for for the past 15 years. Much less uptight. She stated that she's looking forward to just hanging out together and drinking wine (I have been out of town for two days). Then she talked about all the places we will be going together in the Summer.

I'm thinking Sandi is right. Just roll with it, work on my own insecurities, and deal with emotions in MC.

I think now I'm on my own personal roller coaster. W is not creating any mixed feelings or giving me any reason to question our future.

Right now it's all in my head! I hope I can make it stop soon. I am looking forward to tonight!