Sitting in my house all alone...

[Navyguy]

Maine is right, and yes, I already thought of that.

Now onto the DB highlight of the day:

W just told me that she's going for a job interview in CO...she didn't want to tell me about it because she didn't want me to start freaking out when she hadn't made her mind up about us yet. I'm sure she totally was expecting me to lose it and tell her i'm calling an A or going to kill myself right now...but I didn't. I calmly told her that I understand and respect why she's doing it...and that I want her to be happy. I also told her that there's no way I'd ever not take care of her and the kids. The great thing is that deep down inside I knew I really meant it. I feel better right now than I have in weeks. I now know what unconditional love feels like...and it feels great. Some friends/family think I'm crazy...but I am not going to be the one to end this M...period.