LIT: Thank you for praying for me. I am in, what we like to call, a big pile of dung. The peer pressure wasn't about recording, but to take action for fear that my wife might be building a case against me for full child custody. And no, she has not caught me recording before, and neither have I done so until yesterday. My wife feels really threatened right now because of:
A. Her finding naughty pics of her on my computer. I should've just erased them. B. She said that I tried to access her bank account three times over the last week or two. It definitely wasn't intentional. As the guy in charge of accounts, I was signing in into our account with her username and password for the past three years, so those three times i blindly typed the old username and password. I'm a creature of habit. No excuse for making a mistake like this though. C. Two other things I've written in this thread: Me accidentally walking in on her talking in the car in the garage on her cellphone (read up on that for more info), as well as me confronting her three times about her bringing our son to the psych. D. Her own paranoia, partly created by my mistakes mentioned above, as well as compounded by her own perspective of things and events that involve me.
There're probably other reasons, and if I remember or notice them, you can bet I'll write it here. I know she says she thinks I'm controlling, but I think that's only half true, because she was doing some of the same during our marriage too. What does that matter though, right? I can only control myself and work on myself.