What is so hard about this is knowing how long it will take, and not even knowing what the outcome will be.
Yes this does make it hard, and we are hardwired to fix it now. Stop trying to fix the R. Fix you.
This is part of the reason to detach and find other things to focus on, doing other things that are interesting and fun, to improve yourself.
At 19 months they are discovering more and more of the world around them. Play with your D, read picture books together, discover the world together, become a better Dad than you thought possible.
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill