And put the guilt thing away. It will only sabotage you. Action, sweet Alamo, ACTION!!!
What's the next move?
I've set my second appointment with DB coach Chuck. Doddy wasn't available, so he was suggested to me.
Despite what my wife told me about wanting to leave and never look back and that she thinks I'll always be an addict and liar, I will keep working on myself while trying to be the friend she needs.