Trust... How do I learn to do it again?

[Sad_but_happy]

Thanks Sandi, you hit the nail on the head. I am afraid she will see me as needy and not confident. Very difficult position to be in. I have not asked for reassurance at all as I am considering her actions as my reassurance.

I love what you said about trust being a choice. But we always choose to trust before trust is broken. Then what? What happens when it is broken?

I want to be free of this insecurity and I wonder if I ever will be. Or will I need to leave my W to have it again?

I guess I need to trust her and give her one more chance. Or I will be in this prison forever.