thank you dixie i do love him and want to keep us together it's funny, my h is disconnected from people by nature he isn't the most sensitive guy in the world and his world pretty much revolves around him,,,always had (although he is a great dad) i really thought i was ok with all of this that i didn't need much, which i guess i don't but i do need something or else my emotions would not have manifested in the angry words i spew to him from time to time he is so very clear that there is no turning back for him i know i need to just let hm go and see if that really is his truth because in the end, i know my self worth in the end, i don't want to be married to someone who does not want me
