Trust... How do I learn to do it again?

[Sad_but_happy]

Let me add that every interaction is positive. That I kiss and hug her all the time, that we ML 2/3 times per week, that we spoon every night, that we do things as a couple all the time.

My issue is she was sneaking/lying for two months while seeing/talking/emailing OM.

Something sacred was list In the lying. It's not the OM anymore. It's the fact that she lied. Really not sure I can get past it.

Don't know how to approach W about it. It's almost like we both want to forget it ever happened and move on but this is really killing me.