So, tonight is the dinner/meeting w/ my H. I feel prepared and I feel GOD is with me/for me. Last night at Church Choir I had an amazing time. Several of the ladies prayed for me and I felt at peace for the first time in months.
I'm nervous but, I'm gonna look over my DBing notes from the Coach and my Bible throught out the day to keep me grounded and centered. Dinner is not till 7p. But, I'm leaving work at 4p so I can come home and take my time getting ready. Plus, I want to calm myself and etc.
Whatever happens tonight my fellow BITS, I want to Thank you for standing by me and holding me up. Yall are such a blessing to me!
This is not the path I would've have chosen. But, I feel now that it's part of my journey in life. (We are all growing through this crisis time.) I think, if this would not have happened I'd still be going through life the way I was. I didn't like her much. I missed the real me as much as I missed the H.
So, tonight my goal is simple for me. To show H that I'm back and have a peaceful time with him. Regardless of what he says. I choose JOY over Sorrow!
So, my BITS please keep me and H in your prayers today/tonight?! I need all the prayer warriors I can get!
GOD has it all under control,
Dixie
BITS
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010
