Except Ironman who really should warn me about these comments so I don't choke on my dinner from laughing so hard...
I'm a writer, that's for sure! My dad's an author. Surprised??
2Step, THAT'S my problem, I AM paralyzed. I have told him A LOT about what I felt I did wrong. I did that a lot during this process after I got over myself and stopped making stupid remarks as I wrote above. And even when we talked, I TRIED to do that again. That's where things kind of caught me off guard. Suddenly, he's defending me and everything turned into his fault. Which, as I said, was ridiculous. Now, I know my husband pretty well and I know that he's overcompensating for something that he's not telling me, BUT I started this mess. None of this went down as I expected and I AM paralyzed. We're both taking responsibility and coming up with plans on how to rectify what we felt was wrong, but then the conversation stops there. I am enthralled with some of your threads because I see many of you having "normal" conversations, but that's not happening. Unless we are talking about work, we struggle. It was NEVER like that. You know something, until I just wrote all that down, I guess I didn't realize what was really bothering me. I am all closed up and I can't have a "normal" conversation. It's like I'm with a stranger. I'm CAUSING this. Ugh... back to the drawing board.
Bolt, thank goodness!!!! Someone got the book!!!! Can't wait to chat about it!!!!
